I'm not sure of me sure of me sometimes, almost all the time. Sometimes I want to be around people ND other times, I want to be alone. I want to mingle with the right people, people with a determined and focused mindset, yet I miss my interaction with the wild, raw and razz people, although not as much as the focused set of people; no, not at all. I condemn somethings, yet I yearn to do them. I yearn for the pleasure I enjoy in the thugs I condemn. I feel the need to change some irregularities, but I just wanted to let it slide; it's Alot easier that way. I preach patience, yet I am not patient. I've got a shot load personality but I cannot take shit from another. I could see right through a person or situation, how bad or good it is yet, I let myself fall victim of an obviously bad circumstance. I try to avoid occasions of being touched, sensitive touch, but I am lured by my mind, and my body falls for my touch...
